Tuesday

Well it was good at work, but at home... bleh. Hormones wacky making me emotional, insecure, paranoid and just down right angry at the little demons that like to play with my mind and heart. Tonight is the night John and I don't really talk to one another, as to give him space. Which is fine, but tonight the little buggers decided to play with my mind and heart making me wonder what he was doing. John DID answer my IM to him however about the comic he is selling that was sold on eBay by someone else. They got 510 dollars for it, so I had to let him know and hope he gets a good deal too. We "talked" for 15 minutes. It helped to calm the annoyances (yes I have many names for the icky beings that are invisible but annoying. And no I don't hear voices - just feel things that make me very untrusting of John and I don't like that), but only a little.

So I put in my latest favourite song - Seven Deadly Sins by Flogging Molly. Great Irish Pub type of music. You can't help but to do the jig or tap your feet. So it's on right now, on repeat and I have been dancing around my place and it's helping. Push through El... just push through... this too shall pass. *sigh*

But aside from this, I am in a good mood surprisingly. Have packed more today. My place is starting to look like a storage unit... LOL! Oh! I ordered more contact lenses! The place called me yesterday to tell me they are on sale. So I called today and ordered three boxes. Technically they should last about 3 months, but I wear them much longer than that... hehehe. And sometimes just wear my glasses. My contacts are the same for each eye, so I don't need two different prescriptions, even though my eyes are different prescriptions.. LOL. Which is good, as I don't have to remember which one goes in which. And it's good timing too as I have ONE lense left. Not one PAIR, but ONE. Don't ask. LOL.

I am getting a good pay check this week too. So I will be able to get all the things for immigration done and all my stuff WILL be completed by the end of this month! Now just to wait on the procrastinator to get his stuff done. Going to probably get a vegetable roti friday too and might go see Pirates again on saturday. Ryan hasn't seen it and I said I'd see it again. So we shall see. Jen said I can stay with them for as long as I want. Which is good. Because I will be able to pay off one credit card completely, put money in my account for my computer for a year's payments. And even put a big sum on my other card and save up to get there and have money when I get there. I found a cheap dresser at Ikea, for 60 bucks, so the first weekend I am moved in I want to go get it. Need a place to put my clothing afterall. And if I want to paint it, that won't be an issue.

So that's it for now. Oh Irene, I have a question for you about working authorization. They say on various sites that once you reach your port of entry, they stamp your passport and that gives you permission to work until everything else is processed. Is that correct? Yes I will ask the Consulate when I am there, but I just thought I'd ask you. :)